Peace & Solitude

Having enjoyed a weekend away I decided to give it another go to see what happens. A different experience this time, I felt alone completely, I had a feeling over the last couple of days that something has changed and the realisation that almost a year has passed since Julie left and that any silly hope that she might ever come back has finally gone.

I set up camp again and got my boots on and went for a long walk and just sat in nature by myself, well with my emergency chocolate and lollies and drinks of course and my camera. I think I’m doing ok at the moment so trying to hold that moment as long as possible.

I saw a fallen tree that was rotting and slowly returning to the ground and inside a seed had dropped in and found a safe warm place to germinate and grow protected from the wind until it’s strong enough to poke it’s head out and flourish. I guess that’s what this is all about, we all get our time in the sun.